Tuesday, 09 February 2010
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Days
Quarterly reports are due any day and I say any day because I can not find my IHIP in which I specified the date that I would get it in so I am just going to send it out today. Perhaps it was due last week, maybe it's due this week. I don't know, so I'm just sending it in today.
Caleb has been changing these days and getting more personality, and growing taller. Days slip by so fast. When do my boys go to bed babies and wake up men?
Josh is doing well in school these days and loves to learn. He also loves to play "Mama's Homeschool" in which I am the student and my boys are the teachers.
Josiah has been a handful these days. He's energetic, vibrant, and demanding. He's everything my other two are not and a bag of chips. My mom always says that I drove her crazy. If that's true, then I must have been like Josiah. Yesterday I had to force a nap on him as he was unwilling to admit his overtired state of being. He went right to sleep. I guess some days, Mama knows best. His birthday will be in a short few days and he will be three.
My birthday was on Saturday. These days, I am 27 years old and my kids remind me everyday. It's a fine age, as good as any other and no, I don't feel any different. My birthday was a good day. That's all you can hope for.
My husbands birthday is in a short number of days. He will be 30. Then I will pick on him that he's old. He's not upset though. 30 is also a very good age. But, the next time he cracks his knee bone moving off the couch or a gray hair pops up, I will tell him that he's getting old.
These days of light are getting longer and Spring will be here soon. I can't wait. With Spring brings trips to Maine, and garden planning. Puddles to splash in, and mud to play in. Birds at my bird feeder and deer in my yard. Which reminds me, we need a fence for our garden if we want it to survive. Last year the deer ate almost all our plants!!
Days go by so fast. And I love these days. We're young, we're a family, and we're together under God's sovereign care. These are the days to live right, holy lives. And above all, to live for Him in everything we do, in all our many days.
Wednesday, 03 February 2010
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
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Josh and calendars don't mix
When ever there is a holiday on the calendar Josh immediately thinks we are supposed to celebrate in some way. Most recently was New Years Day and Martin Luther King Jr. Day. Well, stupid me changed the calendar AFTER New Years Day. It was January 2nd and Joshua noticed the day before had been a "holiday". He said very loudly, "Mama! We forgot that day!!" I said, "Oh, honey, it's just new years day to mark the new year. We don't really do anything." Well, that was it. He melted to his knees crying... "Ooooooooooh, we forgot to make the cupcakes!!!!" Hmmm, excuse me? Did he just say cupcakes? I have no idea where he got that from but I do know that there were never more tears shed on January 2nd about the New Year "Holiday" that was missed, ever. I could barely console the child. Eventually he realized how silly he was he was being.
Then came Martin Luther King Jr. day and though this incident wasn't the cry-fest we previously experienced, it turned into the most annoying day on the calendar!! All day long he would run to me and say, "Mama, it's..." Then he would run back to the calendar to read the day and run back to me. "It's Martin...." back to the calendar "Luther...." back to the calendar "King....." back to the calendar "Jr. Day!" And I would say, I know Josh. It's okay. But he'd say, "Where are we going??" I'd reply, "Nowhere. We're not doing anything today except having school off. You're too young to understand the holiday right now. Don't worry about it. Just enjoy your day off of school and Daddy being home!" I should say here that our calendar is a kiddie calendar with pictures of the days so MLK Jr.'s face was on the day. Anyhow. Off he would go but at some point the running to me and the calendar would start again as he tried to read, remember, and relay what day it was. "Yes, JOSH! I know. We're not doing anything!!" So, this went on and I could barely contain myself. It was annoying but funny! Finally, later on I asked the kids to pick up their toys and Josh, tells his brothers, "Hurry, he's coming!!!!" I'm like...?!?!?!? Who? Josh says, "Martin Luther King Jr. We are picking up because he is coming over." I said, "No, you are picking up because you made a mess. He's not coming over and we are not going anywhere." Then the, "I'm going to cry and not stop for the next 10 minutes" look came across his face and so I tried my best to explain: "Josh, Martin Luther King Jr. lived awhile ago and he died. He was a great man but now he's gone." "Oh, no!" he exclaimed. "All the black people are gone????" (LOL) I said, "No, honey!! Of course not. Just him. He's gone now and we remember him." He looked up at me with sad eyes. "So, he's not coming over?" he asked. "I certainly hope not." I said, trying not to laugh. He ALMOST cried but I told him everything was fine and finished picking up. The sad part is that if I had understood that he thought we were going to see MLK Jr. or that he was coming over here earlier in the day, I would have avoided all the questions ALL DAY LONG!
So Funny!!
Thursday, 21 January 2010
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Holiness, Godliness, Anyone?
Does anyone still care about holiness? Does anyone still pursue godliness? Does anyone? I know many people who would like to shut me up. I know many people who think I am harsh, judgmental, unloving. I know many people think I am "holier than thou". People can believe what they wants as they will no matter what I say and do. I'm not going to sit around defending my views and thoughts and words I say. I'm pretty confident of which side of the fence I am on.
I listened to a sermon last night and John MacArthur said that, "God is in battle with Satan and it's our job to be on God's team." Are you on God's team? I'm just thinking that not many people comment on christian/bible posts. Not just on my site but other peoples sites as well. Someone posts a recipe and gets 15 comments or someone posts their new material possession complete with photos and immediately people respond. But, why, when someone posts a biblical post it is so often looked over and not commented on. Are you afraid to share your beliefs? The New Testament is full of people praying for boldness. People don't comment in the postmodern spirit of unity. This is not a Christian attitude. Not only will people not comment but they won't defend themselves and if they feel threatened because perhaps they are cornered in the argument, maybe they are just angry but they end the conversation with a postmodern sentiment: "Let's just get along." or "Let's agree to disagree."
Agree to Disagree? Is that biblical? Did Jesus say this to the Pharisees? I think not. I mean if you believe your view is right, please defend it or else it's obviously not that important to you and more importantly may not even be right at all.
It boils down to one simple question. Are you saved or have you just become religious? Seriously. I know, this can't be you. But, why can't it be. I found out that was me and you can believe what you want, as I think we have already established that but I just got truly saved May 2009. Sure, I thought I was already saved. I thought I had been saved for 10 years, in fact. Nope. And you know what? Someone pretty much told me I wasn't saved, flat out and my initial response was disbelief, outrage, anger! How could they say such a thing! Oh, but they were right and lucky I didn't just shut the person out like so many have done to me. It's scary to think that I might not be saved if I was like, "I don't like what you are saying so I'm never talking to you again."
And no, I wasn't doing anything particularly sinful for the past 10 years either. No one, not even me knew that I was not saved. I believed what I thought was all the right stuff. I did all the right things. I served, loved, went on missions, praised, prayed! I did what I was told and tried to do my best. I followed examples of those I saw around me and my life compared pretty well. I read all the best christian books and applied them to my life or at least tried. I did it all and at the end I found I had done nothing. Certain movements of God, certain ways of worshipping and more importantly certain preaching is lacking seriously in biblical truth and foundations.
Why wasn't I saved? Many reasons. Too many. Too deep. Like, I was still planning out my future. Wanted a nice house with nice things. You do too so don't separate yourself from me and say, oh wow I am totally glad I'm not like her. You are. You know you are. I baked homemade goods and tried to be the best wife I could. When depression came, I searched for fresh vision---revelation. I fell back on my prophetic word and I picked myself up and went along again. "God" was always with me and even in my most discouraging times I felt him there sustaining me. Felt, sure. Because feeling God is what the bible says constitutes a relationship. I know you do too, I have read your blogs. I felt God in the worship songs and no we shouldn't put so much emphasis on worship. That is NOT the time we meet with God. We meet with him in his word. Singing songs is not the time for us to open our hearts and get in the spirit and etc. No, no, no, thats emotion again. And I am not saying you can't have emotion. Of course you can but that come with a relationship not a whipped up emotional experience brought on by emotional words and stirring music. Oh how deceived our heart so easily is with emotionalism.
But, I was caught up in life. My children, my husband, my church even. I mean I was a christian. Aren't we all? Isn't all of America christian? I was definitely more christian than most, even my own husband looked like a schmuck compared to my Christianity.
Why does all this and so much more I have no time to convey right now mean that I was not saved? Doctrines of MEN. Yes, thats right. And more than that, False teachers, and prophets. A lack of biblical teaching and truth. Like all this "Baptism of the Holy Spirit". That's not who He is! HE'S GOD! And if you are decided to be a Christian and you are walking in obedience then God will indwell you! When did we get so pious to think we need "MORE OF GOD". He's given...GIVEN us every good thing. Regardless of us, He is going to give because thats who He is. When did we decide we had the POWER to make God move. Who do we think we really are anyway? Last I looked we are dust. Dust. Nothing more than dust held together by a gracious and merciful God. How prideful our christianity is. How pious and ungodly and worthless are these "movements of God". God moved. He came in the flesh and what more do we need? People are looking for the next big move of God. If it's not the Jesus movement, it's the Charismatic Movement, or the Word-Faith Movement or the Emergent Church or even the R-rated Church. The seek fresh wind, new words, prophetic utterances and all they are really doing is saying that the bible is not sufficient for them. They need more. More? More than God?
Yes, heresy abounds and we are being touched by it. Joel Osteen, T.D. Jakes, Joyce Meyers, Benny Hinn...oh how long I could go on. Heretics. And some of you listen to them. I did. I was wrong.
YOU WANT REVIVAL? We need reformation. A reformation of the things we believe and seek. A reformation of truth, holiness, right living and right thinking, and of godliness. You really think God is pleased when we call ourselves disciples but are watching sin on our tv's and unmarried people on our tvs engaged in sexual acts and people on our tvs wearing revealing things and us--sitting around worshipping sports and our decor and ourselves really. Oh, I know. You're thinking I am a legalist, a holy roller or maybe even nuts.
No, I've have been truly changed by the grace of God and this is the result. I can not keep quiet. I will not. I can not. God has done something amazing for me. When your christianity seems dry and broken. When you feel lost, burdened, confused. When your heart feels heavy.... Maybe you should consider the fact that maybe you aren't truly changed. Maybe you are not saved. Don't whip yourself into emotion. Don't get fresh vision. Don't look outward and blame satan and circumstances. Look inward.
Besides, why do you think you are a christian? Because you asked Jesus into you heart? Unbiblical. Because you believe? Well, Satan believer. Because you can point to a date on the calendar you got saved? Wrong. A saved life is a changed life. And I was changed before this too. So be careful. I WAS a sinner and "got saved" and became religious. But now, I was religious but am genuinely saved. Most people in America think they re saved but are not. Do you know how narrow the way really is? Really? I thought I knew. I didn't realize.
And a saved life is not a date on the calendar. Its everyday. It's repentance everyday. It's following everyday. And it's changing. You may not be who you were 10 years ago. But how much holiness have you acquired in the last year? How much more like Jesus do you look than last month? How much has changed? Or are you still just plugging along, deceived that you're doing okay. People will say, Well, Randi you are at a different level than I am. Am I? because I just got saved and you have been saved 20+ years and you're saying I am further along than you? What happened to your sanctification? You should be light years ahead of me!!
Think on this. Pray about this. And comment on this if you are bold enough to stand up and say, YES! I know I am SAVED!! Tell us all about your saved and changed life with God.
And so what if you're not saved. Get saved! I had to flush 10 years of walking with God down the toilet. That wasn't easy seeing how I really did love Jesus and the word and i really did walk with him. Sure I did. But, there was still a whole lotta too much me. I was not fully surrendered and I was still seeking worldly things like looking nice, having a nice house, having nice stuff, having people like me, and seeking fresh vision instead of just repenting and relying on the Holy Spirit. (Which I obviously didn't have yet but thats why I wasn't saved.) You can't be saved and not have the Holy Spirit. Therefore asking for the baptism AFTER you are saved is idiotic considering if you are asking you probably are not saved. Just a thought.
If you're saved and you know it and you aren't afraid to show it, leave a comment!! :) <3
**Yes, this was all said in love, I promise!!!! I want YOU to be truly saved and not cast out on that day!!**
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
Saturday, 16 January 2010
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Amazing Grace
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;

'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus farand Grace will lead me home.
The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.
Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.
When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
Monday, 11 January 2010
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Grace to You post
False Prophets and Lying Wonders
Monday, January 11, 2010
John MacArthur
Have you noticed that no matter how many times charismatic televangelists make outlandish false prophecies, they never lack for followers, and they don't stop claiming the Lord has spoken directly to them?
Benny Hinn, for example, made a series of celebrated prophetic utterances in December of 1989, none of which came true. He confidently told his congregation at the Orlando Christian Center that God had revealed to him Fidel Castro would die sometime in the 1990s; the homosexual community in America would be destroyed by fire before 1995; and a major earthquake would cause havoc on the east coast before the year 2000. He was wrong on all counts, of course.
That did not deter Hinn, who simply kept making bold new false prophecies. At the beginning of the new millennium, he announced to his television audience that a prophetess had informed him Jesus would soon appear physically in some of Hinn's healing meetings. Hinn said he was convinced the prophecy was authentic, and on his April 2, 2000, broadcast, he amplified it with a prophecy of his own: "Now hear this, I am prophesying this! Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is about to appear physically in some churches, and some meetings, and to many of His people, for one reason: to tell you He is about to show up! To wake up! Jesus is coming saints!"
Hinn's failed prophesies are more outlandish but nearly as memorable as the notorious claims Oral Roberts began making about three decades ago. In 1977 Roberts said he saw a vision of a 900-foot-tall Jesus, who instructed him to build the City of Faith, a 60-story hospital in south Tulsa. Roberts said God told him He would use the center to unite medical technology with faith healing, which would revolutionize health care and enable doctors to find a cure for cancer.
The building, completed in the early 1980s, was a colossal white elephant from the very start. When the City of Faith opened for business, all but two stories of the massive structure were completely vacant.
By January of 1987 the project was saddled with unmanageable debt, and Roberts announced that the Lord had said unless Roberts raised eight million dollars to pay the debt by March 1, he would die. Apparently not willing to test the death-threat prophecy, donors dutifully gave Roberts the needed funds in time (with the help of $1.3 million donated at the last hour by a Florida dog-track owner).
But within two years, Roberts was forced to close the medical center anyway and sell the building in order to eliminate still-mounting debt. More than 80 percent of the building had never been occupied. The promised cure for cancer never materialized, either.
A list of similar failed charismatic prophesies could fill several volumes. And yet, amazingly, the "prophets" who make such fantastic claims now appear to have more influence than everCeven among mainstream evangelicals. And the idea that God routinely speaks directly to His people has found more widespread acceptance today than at any time in the history of the church.
The charismatic movement began barely a hundred years ago, and its influence on evangelicalism can hardly be overstated. Its chief legacy has been an unprecedented interest in extrabiblical revelation. Millions influenced by charismatic doctrine are convinced that God speaks to them directly all the time. Indeed, many seem to believe direct revelation is the main means through which God communicates with His people. "The Lord told me ... " has become a favorite cliche of experience-driven evangelicals.
Not all who believe God speaks to them make prophetic pronouncements as outlandish as those broadcast by charismatic televangelists, of course. But they still believe God gives them extrabiblical messagesCeither through an audible voice, a vision, a voice in their heads, or simply an internal impression. In most cases, their "prophecies" are comparatively trivial. But the difference between them and Benny Hinn's predictions is a difference only of scale, not of substance.
The notion that God is giving extrabiblical messages to Christians today has received support from some surprising sources. Wayne Grudem, popular author and professor of theology and biblical studies at Phoenix Seminary believes God regularly gives Christians prophetic messages by simply bringing spontaneous thoughts to mind. Such impressions should be reported as prophecy, he says.[1]
Similar ideas have found sweeping acceptance even among non-charismatic Christians. Southern Baptists have eagerly devoured Experiencing God by Henry Blackaby and Claude King, which suggests that the main way the Holy Spirit leads believers is by speaking to them directly. According to Blackaby, when God gives an individual a message that pertains to the church, it should be shared with the whole body.[2] As a result, extrabiblical "words from the Lord" are now commonplace even in some Southern Baptist circles.
Why do so many modern Christians seek revelation from God through means other than Scripture? Certainly not because it is a reliable way to discover truth. All sides admit that modern prophecies are often completely erroneous. In fact, the failure rate is astonishingly high. In my book Charismatic Chaos I quoted one leading "prophet" who was thrilled because he believed that two-thirds of his prophecies were accurate. "Well that's better than it's ever been up to now, you know. That's the highest level it's ever been."[3]
In other words, modern prophecy is not a much more reliable way to discern truth than a Magic Eight-Ball or Tarot cards. And, I would add, it is equally superstitious. There is no warrant anywhere in Scripture for Christians to listen for fresh revelation from God beyond what He has already given us in His written Word. In fact, Scripture unsparingly condemns all who speak even one word falsely or presumptuously in the Lord's name (Deut. 18:20-22). But such warnings are simply ignored these days by those who claim to have heard afresh from God.
And not surprisingly, wherever there is a preoccupation with "fresh" prophecy, there is invariably a corresponding neglect of the Scriptures. After all, why be concerned with an ancient Book if the Living God communicates directly with us on a daily basis? These fresh words of "revelation" naturally seem more relevant and more urgent than the familiar words of the Bible. Is it any wonder that they draw people away from Scripture?
That is precisely why modern evangelicalism's infatuation with extrabiblical revelation is so dangerous. It is a return to medieval superstition and a departure from our fundamental conviction that the Bible is our sole, supreme, and sufficient authority for all of life. In other words, it represents a wholesale abandonment of the principle of sola Scriptura.
The absolute sufficiency of Scripture is summed up well in this section from the Westminster Confession of Faith:
The whole counsel of God, concerning all things necessary for His own glory, man's salvation, faith, and life, is either expressly set down in Scripture, or by good and necessary consequence may be deduced from Scripture: unto which nothing at any time is to be added, whether by new revelations of the Spirit, or traditions of men (1.6, emphasis added).
Historic Protestantism is grounded in the conviction that the canon is closed. No "new" revelation is necessary, because Scripture is complete and absolutely sufficient.
Scripture itself is clear that the day of God's speaking directly to His people through various prophetic words and visions is past. The truth God has revealed in ChristCincluding the complete New Testament canonCis His final word (Heb. 1:1-2; cf. Jude 3; Rev. 22:18-19).
ScriptureCthe written Word of GodCis perfectly sufficient, containing all the revelation we need. Notice 2 Timothy 3:16-17. Paul tells Timothy:
From childhood you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.
That passage makes two very important statements that pertain to the issue we are looking at. First, "All Scripture is inspired by God." Scripture speaks with the authority of God Himself. It is certain; it is reliable; it is true. Jesus Himself prayed in John 17:17: "Your word is truth." Psalm 119:160 says, "The entirety of Your word is truth."
Those statements all set Scripture above every human opinion, every speculation, and every emotional sensation. Scripture alone stands as definitive truth. It speaks with an authority that transcends every other voice.
Second, The passage teaches that Scripture is utterly sufficient, "able to make you wise for salvation ... [and able to make you] complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work." What clearer affirmation of the absolute sufficiency of Scripture could anyone ask for? Are extrabiblical messages from God necessary to equip us to glorify Him? Certainly not.
Those who seek fresh messages from God have in effect scorned the absolute certainty and absolute sufficiency of the written Word of God. And they have set in its place their own fallen and fallible imaginations.
If the church does not return to the principle of sola Scriptura, the only revival we will see is a revival of the superstition and darkness that characterized medieval religion.
Does this mean God has stopped speaking? Certainly not, but He speaks today through His Word.
Does the Spirit of God move our hearts and impress us with specific duties or callings? Certainly, but He works through the Word of God to do that. Such experiences are in no sense prophetic or authoritative. They are not revelation, but the effect of illumination, when the Holy Spirit applies the Word to our hearts and opens our spiritual eyes to its truth. We must guard carefully against allowing our experience and our own subjective thoughts and imaginations to eclipse the authority and the certainty of the more sure Word.
[1]. The Gift of Prophecy in the New Testament and Today (Wheaton: Crossway, 1988).
[2]. (Nashville, TN: LifeWay, 1990), 168.
[3]. Charismatic Chaos (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 1992), 67.
Saturday, 09 January 2010
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